I swear. I didn`t intended to die. But it happened, what can I do...
I don't know if you are going to read this message or not, I don't if you are going to feel it or not. I can just throw this message on the wind and hope that someone get it.
I don`t want you guys to weep on my grave. Don`t you dare to waste flowers throwing the over my coffin. Just burn my body away, and don`t you even think on keeping the ashes on any kind of jar. What is the point of trying to keep the dead alive? They aren`t going to ressurrect. It is just a bunch of dust toghether.
I do appreciate your love, but this isn't right. Loving me is not crying. I want you to defend me. You can keep the good memories inside your mind, but I want you to go and do in a way that I would like it! Do you really think that I want you to be sad? That I struggled all this time to see tears rolling down by your face? I don't care if you are strong or weak. This is not the most important thing. I want to see you joy in living, your wish to make the difference, your heart beating moving you forward, and this is the way you will make me happy!
Dress me, and let me be your wings. You got to try, and then do all that good moments worth. Going to the grave with me is not the answer. It sounds like a wasted life that was completely dependant. There is much more out there! The idea is finding more and more special moments, one better than the other. Move forward enjoy it. Have good moments to destroy the bad ones.
Who cares to who my things are going? There are much more in this world than my old personal belongings.
This is my DeathWish.
